In the heat of the moment...we say things none of us mean. things like "whatever!! F*** you than!!, it's over you stupid dumb F***!!!" and we never relies what we say til it already comes out and the one you said it to is half way gone...and you try to catch them and tell them your sorry, you were wrong...but they don't want nothing to do with you any more...
and it's like why do we put our selves in those situations?? why do we let our self push the one's we love away even more...
well i did that today, i broke up with my boyfriend, i told him "you didn't call or nothing for 4 days so fine i don't care no more it's over!!" and of course he had a come back...and we got in a big fight because i said it was over...
it was an hour before we got back together...i know that's not long. But if you been with someone for a long time like me and him, that hour could seem like a day...maybe even a year. We got back together only because we both realized we both were wrong and two wrongs don't make a right...
the point is that i was lucky to be able to get him back, some of us say things and never get the one you truly cared about back...and i did...luck doesn't honor me with its grace but for once it did...and i thank that...even tho I'm still confused about the whole thing...
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